Colours of Life=)

JB and study

2011-05-28T20:31:00.007+08:00

I hate studying. Why is it that everyone HAS TO study just to get a degree to get a job to earn money to get life going on and we all die eventually. No issues with my course, but study= a pain in the ass.

And the cycle goes on and on forever until the end of the world.

I want to go home. RIGHT NOW.

Johore Bahru. From my balcony: Sunset view. Trees that blossom. Ma birthday wish. Random butterfly. The zoo: Tiny kitty and Big kitty. Pelican. Other animals. Durian session after zoo. My room window: Random pigeon that shitted on my file. Stiiupid.

Pictures quality= lousy coz I shrunk them. Yes I am that lazy to wait for the uploader. Just click for better view.

2011-05-22T15:19:00.005+08:00

Medical posting is coming to an end. Next week. What have I done?

I still cannot differentiate dull and stony dull. Hyperresonance and normal. coarse crackles and fine crepts. I do lousy percussion. And. My knowledge is limited.

Hope I'll be competent enough to graduate.

3 more weeks to home! shho happiee.

To the annoying people with severe heat intolerance without any underlying disease

2011-03-25T14:35:00.004+08:00

" It's 10 celcius here and its soooo hot!!"

Wth. Jiak ang mo sai then your heat tolerance shot down is it. Or your ang moh food contains too much thyroxine.

If it happens that you are suffering from severe heat intolerance just after a few years of staying overseas, please keep it to yourself. Or find a doctor and get yourself treated, whether its a psychiatry or a medical problem. Give thanks and be grateful for the environment that God granted you and stop showing off to people like us who have to tolerate the heat of 33 celcius & sweat like mad cows during work.

2011-03-24T22:22:00.003+08:00

It's been 1+month, and I really really need to scribble something here. Life's been good, but we're no longer students who just go for classes anymore. This time, its the hospital. The real thing. Especially in a busy hospital like Hospital Sultanah Aminah, where you get all kinds of weird cases every day. Every day is a different experience, some good, some not so good.

Imagine seeing someone your age dying in the ward. And it took her 1 whole month. From joint pain to vision problem, suspected meningitis to epileptic attacks. To the ICU and back to the medical ward. Joint pain, vision problem, severe abdominal pain. Then she died. Without a proper diagnosis. Different doctors gave her different diagnosis, and non of them seemed to fit into her condition.

I don't know. It is really heart-aching, even though I've never talked to her before. I saw her having fits with my own eyes, and how the medical team rescued her. Her mother crying and screaming in the wards, almost went down on her knees begging the doctors to save her daughter. Seriously, I almost shed tears even though I know clearly in my mind that I'm not supposed to be so emotional. When my colleague told me about her death yesterday, I just didn't know how to feel. Or rather what to feel. Sigh.

Oh btw. JB is a lousy place. Good night.

2011-03-14T21:44:00.002+08:00

Popular salesss!!!

So I've got this:

And this!

For less than 20 bucks! =) The book was an impulsive buy though. Hope it'll be nice la.

Jay Chou's album is so so so worth it. Haha.

Life: Been having extreme lethargy everyday. Why why why. I can never finish doing my schoolwork! Need better time management. =S

2011-02-16T22:39:00.002+08:00

My legs just died.

And reincarnated.

2nd day only weh.

250111 =)

2011-01-26T00:08:00.003+08:00

Riverside. Sunset. Rainbow. Kites. Greeeeen. Great companionship. Pasar Malam.

Life couldn't be as simple yet satisfying as this in anywhere else.

I'll surely miss this place terribly.

To please or not to please

2011-01-17T19:02:00.004+08:00

Can anyone please tell me what happened to those people who were non-believers in the old testament times? I know this sounds absurd, but the non-believers I meant here are those people who never had the chance to know God, e.g, people like our ancestors (aka Chinese people of the olden times say 5000 years ago), people who lived in places which were not mentioned in the bible. And other races that weren't mentioned. It just doesn't sound fair to them since it wasn't their choice not to know God. How how how.

And what about people who did good deeds their whole life who doesn't get a chance to know Jesus vs believers who think they are saved by believing in Christ but were seen stealing stuff from the church (yes this happened in my church) or has always, and still, doing unrightful stuffs. Do both kind of people go to hell or what?

I know that only people who fear God, has Jesus living in their hearts are the Ones. But I just couldn't give a perfect answer to those who always bombard me with questions like the ones above. Maybe coz I don't really question my own beliefs, since they've been with me ever since I remember.

折耳猫背后的故事

2010-12-28T00:54:00.006+08:00

常在宠物店看见的苏格兰折耳猫，圆滚滚的脸，像小叮当又像猫头鹰。超可爱超乖又超贵的。超爱它们。

但，在它们可爱又乖巧的性格背后，却藏着猫咪们需付出的惨痛代价。。。

上网时偶然看见了一句：折耳猫一生都是病痛。

当时我心里嘀咕，怎么会，哪有什么动物生下来就注定一生都要在病痛中度过呢？稍微Google 了下，发现华文版本的website统统劝人不要养这猫了，facebook 甚至还有个折耳猫病友会。

原来，它们是自然突变的猫种，才会有那么特别的一双耳朵。而且天生就有得到遗传性骨骼病，叫做软骨骨质化发育异常（osteochondrodysplasia）的高风险！不止这个，缠着它们的还有肾病，心脏病等等的，而且大多在它们6个月开始就发病。折耳猫因人类的贪婪及自私，个个被生下就要受苦到他们死的那天（因为它们的售价比其他纯种猫贵，所以被大量繁殖）

因为基因突变，所以他们的耳朵好像被折到了一样

因为从小就有一堆残缺，所以它们都特乖 =（

超可怜的好不好！想像下你自己生下来就注定要被这有的没的怪病缠身。与其让他们生下就得受苦一辈子，那还倒不如别让他们继续繁衍下去。毕竟，它们的共同祖先是一只叫susie 的猫，Susie过后十多年就被发现他们的遗传病，英国就全面禁止繁殖折耳猫。这是1974 年的事，如果人类还有良心的话，为什么在30多年后的今天，宠物店里还是看得到折耳猫？据说，现在因该只有亚洲一些国家及澳洲还没禁止繁殖及售卖折耳猫。

呼吁大家不管你是不是喜欢猫的人请不要花大钱去买折耳猫了，这样只会鼓励没天良们继续繁殖折耳猫咪。

折耳猫的故事，我无法一一道出，因为没养过。但如果你有时间，不妨Google看看那些主人们怎么说。

唉，可怜的猫咪。。。

爱它就不要养它！

A heart filled with thanksgiving

2010-12-17T02:03:00.003+08:00

What an odd time for Monash to update our results huh. 1 sth in the morning. which is around 5 sth in the morning over there? Weird.

And I passed! Glory be to the Lord=) I didn't know I can make it through this year so smoothly. Could have gone insane or gone into clinical depression if God hasn't always been there for me.

Big thanks to my parents. They were the ones who had always think that I could make it. (strange, I wonder where they get this kind of confidence.)

Thanks to all my friends who went through all the tough times and stresses with me=) Seriously, without them, I really dunno how to get all the stuffs into my head. They were the ones who made exam periods seem less stressful and hopeless. You know who you are=)

I can't sleep now. =)

waddle in the wards--surgical

2010-12-14T22:26:00.004+08:00

Nothing much in surgical ward.

MO asked, "so what have you learnt for that past 3 days?"

I said: Nothing much.

He replied: But you should be able to learn a lot of things here what. Just ask the HOs about the patients' case if you don't know.

I told him: I don't really dare to disturb them when they work.

Yes. Because when I flipped a patient's file (I was permitted to do so, and even encouraged by the MO to do so), I was shot by an HO. That was when he wasn't even writing or reading that file. When I stood near enough just to listen to what he's saying to the patient, I get that irritated face. What, just because I'm not from ur uni then I'm damn annoying is it. Or just because I'm still a student, I'm not qualified to stand 2 meters away from you to observe you work is it? Or you think just because you work in the surgical ward damn yeng is it?

I was super happy that days in that ward was over. Even though I was there only for less than 4 days. 4 half days. But this might be the kind of people we all are going to see a lot next time wherever we are, whatever field we're in.

Then today. Paeds! Both the HOs and specialist were super nice, it's like the other extreme compared to those from surgical ward. Not to say that all of them are dam terrible like the one I mentioned la, there were nice ones too.

Neways. Love the HOs, specialists, and the babies! Paeds post after this=)

小时候的笨笨事情

2010-12-08T16:43:00.018+08:00

我们小时候，大多数都会做的事情，但就是因好奇而做的吧！

1.蹲在地上观察蚂蚁搬家

2.追在别人后面踩别人的影子

3.对着电扇张大嘴喊“啊~”然后听颤抖音

4.挤塑料包装纸上的气泡听啪啪的声音

5.拿刀切橡皮,用圆规戳桌子,把笔帽吸在舌头上,用胶条缠手指

6.把三层的纸巾一层层分成薄片

7.撕老式墙的墙皮并以撕下最大块为荣

8.摩红砖头粉，收集红色粉末

9.下雨打伞时转伞看水珠飞出去

10.在婚礼现场捡人家扔剩下的彩色纸片当宝贝

11.屏住呼吸，跟伙伴比赛憋气看谁憋的时间长

12.用吸管喝水的时候，往水里吹气，发出咕嘟咕嘟的恶心声音

13.把手指插到刚熄灭蜡烛的蜡油里取指纹

14.把内眼皮翻到外面来

15.用被子床单椅子枕头盖小屋，然后满足地钻进去

16.把洗衣粉，洗头膏，肥皂水混合在一起吹泡泡

17.把小鞭炮拆开，火药粉撒地上围成个圆，用火柴一点搜一下，整个圈圈燃亮，好开心

18.洗袜子的时候用袜子口对着水龙头接水～试图装满袜子

19.小时候老和几个小朋友一起玩，东南西北。现在你还会折吗？？

纪念我们那再也回不来的小时候，真的很怀念儿时的我们...怀念幸福的童年…，那个傻傻的，纯纯的，开心的童年~~~

我们的童年时的幸福, 再也回不去了……

是因为我们大了，应该承担起应有的责任了……

这是在facebook里看到的一则我觉得蛮有趣的。。。算文章吗？哈哈。

看了看，除了8，13，17没做过以外，其他的全被说中了。==

没做过8是因为小时候住木屋，13， 17 因为我向来怕火怕烫。。呵呵。连14都做过，真不敢相信，怎么做的我也忘了。

还真的是不知不觉长大了，唉。

小时候住的老家，没了。=（

还好人类是有记忆的。

三

2010-12-08T13:16:00.003+08:00

Was lazy+busy+sick during the weekend, so here's to the 3rd day of wandering around in the medical ward! =)

1. It was actually one of the clinic days in the hospital, so there were fewer MOs and HOs attending to the ward than usual.

2. Saw the patient with cervical CA again. Again, a big smile. Made my day. Again.

3. Sometimes, it could be due to our carelessness that patient starts to go into emotional turmoil. Serious case.

4. Respect. No matter where you stand in the hierarchy. Of course especially when you are still at the bottom of the pyramid.

5. Never give any excuses for something that you missed or did wrongly. Especially when its due to carelessness. Learn from it. Sometimes, a lesson might even cause you a life.

6. When MOs scold you or speak to you harsher than usual, it means that they see some hope in you to be as good as them or even better. If they don't even bother to talk to you anymore, gone case la you. ( Disclaimer: This does not apply to students, muahahahaha=P am still a baby for those smart people, so they teach me stuff nicely. And luckily I haven't asked any stupid questions. Yet.)

7. It's not all about seeing rare cases or gaining medical knowlege (yes, only realized after 3 days, dumb me) It's also about the hierarchy. And respect. These things are always there, just that I always take them for granted that they are just there. You need to carefully observe how they work, how to speak to a person who's at a higher level than you. Very important, especially when doctors are creatures with high egos. lol.

All in all, great day! I said its gonna get better day by day =)

二

2010-12-02T20:46:00.004+08:00

Today's a better day I guess. Same ward. At least I'm not as lost as yesterday.

1. Health care system should do the rural people better justice. Saw a HIV positive patient with suspected Lichtheim's disease which is caused by B12 deficiency. Irreversible decreased sensation below knee. Megaloblastic anemia and positive Babinski's sign. I might be excited about seeing a case I've never seen before, but it hits me hard that there's still people out there in this country suffering from malnutrition.

2. Lotsa patients suffering from stroke and cardiac disease. Reminds me of my dangerously sedentery lifestyle.

3. Patient with stage 4 cervical CA gave me a big warm smile. She made my day. =)

4. I still don't understand. Please la, just because you're a doctor already, has thick make up and long brownish curly hair, it doesn't make you more superior than us normal human beings.

5. Love how the MO interact with patients. In different dialects and languages, some more can build up rapport so fast! An awesome doctor she is =)

6. I hope Dr. Doll-up-too-much-with-thick-make-up learns to be humble like the MO.

Reasonably fine day. Hope everything gets better each day! Amen.

一

2010-12-01T22:32:00.005+08:00

Day 1. Medical Department. Not fun AT ALL. coz I learn 0 things.

1. I thought office hour starts early, at 8am. Why did I even have the time to doze off when I reached at 7.55. Poor patients.

2. Doctors are super busy. But I thought telling me "rheumatic heart disease with mitral regurgitation" takes less than 5 seconds.

3. Do you mind telling me what's abnormal on the echogram? I don't friggin know a thing. All I could see was the heart pumping normally and valves flapping perfectly.

4. Where's patients' reassurance? Back in Tanglin clinic, patients were informed that strangers standing in the consultation room are medical students. I wonder what the patients in this clinic thinks when they had to pull up their shirts in front of the doctor AND A STRANGER.

5. I just finished year 2. If you ask me to just hang around, I don't know nuts because firstly I'm not allowed to do any hands on. So all I could see was a ward full of female patients lying on their bed with their names labelled respectively.

6. Do you mind to at least guide me? or tell me what to do? back in other hospitals and clinics that I was attached, the doctors were super nice I learned a lot of things from them.

7. And yes simulated patients in Monash are not patungs they are real normal persons. Patungs are called mannequin mind you. No offense, but please if you can try not to look down at private medical schools.

8. The only thing I realised: being able to speak in Iban is important here.

9. The only thing I learned: bisik/misik means yes in Iban. nadai means no.

10. The only thing that I wow-ed: One of the MOs can speak fluent mandarin, english, malay, foochow AND IBAN. Even taking history in malay gives me a big headache already.

11. Iban nurses are nice people to talk to.

Sigh. I hope tomorrow's gonna be a better one. Please, just because you're an MO/HO doesn't mean that you can be ignorant of other people's existence.

Why did I even sign up for 1 month. Hope i don't waste my december.

Waddle Waddle

2010-11-18T20:11:00.011+08:00

Bababa bala baba.

The best de-stressing video. Ever.

It was really hard to get a room in uni to study during the exams' period. It's even more frustrating when you came early, got a room with your friends, and later realized that some stranger crashed in and claimed it as theirs when you're out for lunch.

And this is when the duck song came into use! There was this girl from another course who muka tembok-ly came crashing in our room without our consent (we wouldn't have consented anyway). Her presence made all of us uncomfortable, since we were discussing stuff loudly before she came and we all had to shut up when she came. So one of my genius friends, went youtube this song and we all started singing along!! (crazy people had been listening to this siao song for N times)

"Hey! *bababa* got any grapes?"

"And he waddle away *waddle waddle*, and he waddle away *waddle waddle waddle*"

Guess what. She packed her stuff and walked out of the room. Annoyed by the duck song. Or us. Lol.

But there's one really bad thing about the duckie song. IT GETS STUCK IN YOUR HEAD FOR A LONG TIME!! Especially when people around you start singing it every other hour. Some of them can even remember the lyrics, word by word. O.O

You'll be studying. trying to remember a really important fact. Then someone would go,

"Hey.....*bababa* got any......glue???"

I swear you'll feel like smacking that fella, and kill the duck just like this:

LOL. Waddle waddle. till the very next day!

That is one of the best ways to prevent exams-induced depression =)

This is another video that Sara found. Also duckies, much noisier but they are SOOOOOO CUTE!!! Especially the fourth duck.

*elmo's voice* Quack Quack Quack Quack!

Home Chuit Home=)

2010-11-14T23:08:00.002+08:00

Exams' finally over.

and. I.AM.STILL.STRESSED.

Wake me up when November ends.

Stress!

2010-10-28T00:24:00.001+08:00

Am in the worst time of ma life =(

Med Schools=Lalang?

2010-09-26T16:30:00.003+08:00

Johns Hopkins is to set up a medical school in Malaysia!

Dunno if it's a good or bad news? Its definitely one of the top top top medical schools in the world, which means we can worry less about dangerous doctors next time, if the standard of teaching is on par with the "original" Johns Hopkins.

But what about the other schools? like MAHSA, UTAR. These are newly set up medical schools, and I think they definitely need more support and funding! I've always suspected that medical school tutors in Malaysia tend to "跳槽" all the time (in other words, change school whenever they get offered a better pay). Johns Hopkins is definitely gonna charge a bomb on its students, which means, lecturers are indirectly getting higher pay than in other institutions (just maybe, we never know), so logically, they get good lecturers! (not that lecturers who don't 跳槽 are lousy and bad though. Some are real passionate people)

What about the other medical schools that are less expensive? It is a known fact that we don't have enough "tutor supplies" for all the med schools in Malaysia, and yet recently, med schools are sprouting out like lalang in this country. In a few years's time, this country would be overloaded with doctors, competent or not. I've heard health care professionals saying that they would never let graduates from certain universities to treat them, ever.

Now, they know, because they are working with these fresh graduates, but what about the public?

miserable . . .

2010-09-24T23:23:00.004+08:00

1. lost all my email contacts, thanks to lousy hotmail.
2. having a big sore on the left tip of my tongue. BIG sore on TONGUE can you imagine that. 1000000x worse than mouth ulcer.
3. finals in 6 weeks' time T.T
4. OSCE in 4 weeks' time
5. First aid assessment next week issh.
6. trying to study but Sean Kingston's partying in lagoon for Arthur's Day (and some other random weird black people I don't know) wth it's 11.30pm! Sunway--> the worst town planner ever, who the heck puts students hostel right beside a concert field???? And put hundreds of drunkards together in the concert 1month before MY exams WTH is wrong with them. Stress MAX.

How stress can life be.

EDITED: firecrackers WTH is wrong with them, its just dunno how many years' anniversary of the founding of an alcoholic drink by a dude. Arthur dumbo i wish u never found guiness.

2010-09-14T10:59:00.004+08:00

Next monday's D-day. Borderline range for the paper is apparently 49-62/100, which means, the paper is supposed to be easy, which means, if I didn't do as good as the others, I kena borderline, I die.

Life.

Pray for me.

blogs blogs and blogs!!

2010-09-12T00:56:00.004+08:00

Can't stop reading blogs when I finally get to connect to the other side of the world. This is not good >.<

Found a few blogs of my primary school friends accidentally. Which makes me wonder. Would I be a different person if my dad didn't make that decision for me 10 years ago? Like the course I'll choose, my mentality, the way I choose to present myself and blah. hmm. They are a bunch of interesting people, but they are definitely different from the friends I had after that particular decision. Wish I could get in touch with them like maybe say hi or something but.....I was too shy

Nevertheless, it's great that they are moving on very well in life. Hope to talk to them but yet...I don't usually take the initiative to talk to people that I havent been in touch with for too long...haihz.

I'm just too shy la. lol

saturday

2010-09-12T00:00:00.002+08:00

Anyways. I should be thankful instead of complaining. Lol. Now I can shout, scream, share whatever I want anytime when I'm in the hostel=) Like the feeling of writing without worrying that people might suddenly peep. And not having to leave bloggie stagnant for long long time.

Owh. I just LOVE Jay's new songs! =)
Ok I shall not blabber about him but please people, go listen to his songs! youtube it or download it or buy the cd whichever u like.

Btw. Whatever stupid posts you see on fb posted by "tin yee" such as 'I'm a cat', 'I'm so tiny' blah. Those are obviously not posted by me so don't ever like or leave any comments! Grrrr.

This is the latest thing they call "frape" in Monash. Or maybe just my school la, not the whole uni. Spamming people's wall when someone left their fb on un-signout-ed. Even if you leave it on while you attend the washroom or go fart at another table. You see people's eyes glowing when they see unattended laptops around not because they want to steal it but to frape that person if the person happened to be logged in to facebook.

Maybe that's how our ranking dropped from 20-ish to 40-ish. Lousy.

Conned for 9 weeks

2010-09-11T23:36:00.005+08:00

Felt uberly stupid for the last 10 minutes.

Haven't been able to go online in the hostel since last year. When I asked a computer technician during the holidays in July, he told me that there was something wrong with my NEC's LAN port that's why I can't go online using local area connection. (yes there is no wireless in my darn expensive hostel) Oh well, my NEC isn't that old yet so I would never change it til someday its screen suddenly goes off or my cat digs out all the keys.

So, I trusted the technician SO MUCH to the extent that I continue to live the life of telling people "don't email me after uni if its urgent coz i won't be able to read it"

Until just now. Was super sien and dunno what to do coz I am sick of studying even though I've just started like 30mins ago. Wanted to watch something but I've screen through everything I have on NEC. So, I decided 'why not I try plugging in the cable who knows God'll let me ease my boredom or some magic can happen'

So. It's either God thinks that I've been a good girl all this while. Or I was really stupid for not trying at all for the past 9 weeks I'm here.

Sigh.

2010-08-20T16:39:00.001+08:00

Exam is killllllllllllllliiiiiiiiiiiinggggggggggggggggggggggg me=(

Week 1 Sem 2

2010-07-21T18:01:00.002+08:00

Sem 2 has just started and...Dr. Sen started the sem by threatening us with: "Basically, this sem is REALLY important. If you don't do well, you are not gonna go JB for 3 years. You are not going to Australia for your attachment. And worst of all, you are not getting your MBBS. So work hard. Now, for anatomy....."

What a way to start a sem eh. Yes, this is the 2nd most important sem of all 10 sems. If you fail, you are doomed. Say goodbye to medicine.

And anatomy practical sessions has been increased from 2 sessions per week to 3. Killer.

On another note, I've just got back my Sem 1 assignments like half an hour ago. It's all yay yay yay coz our rural group scored full marks!! 50/50! I never knew we could do this. =) Scored ok for other assignments too so =) yeah to sem 1! Exams results are still pending though. Hope every one will do fine.

Moving on. Anatomy!

2010-07-15T17:14:00.003+08:00

Time is running out and.....I haven't done a lot of things I wanted to do here!!

Hish. I hate July breaks. They are so short you don't even realise that you've been back in Sibu.

Larynx's most dreaded month

2010-07-13T00:52:00.005+08:00

Back from mamak, full with lots of good old stories.=)

And here comes my sexy voice again=( Been getting this every year in July ever since 2008. Is it the change of weather or have I been talking too much every July?? Lol.

Hate to admit it but...I think its due to the latter reason. Hish. 3 years in a row.

July. Sexy voice month. Or shall I call it manly voice because I giggle like a man now.

oh wait.

Men don't giggle. Ok, bhapuk voice. =.=

2010-07-11T00:46:00.002+08:00

It's almost 1a.m.

It's the starting of a Sunday, and I'm wide awake.

This is bad for everything that matters: health, skin, spiritual and mental health, my organs, my back.

*slaps self*

no more staying up late!

p/s: speaking of my organs, I'm proud to say that I'm officially an organ donor!=) *proud pose* gotta keep 'em fresh and healthy!

Good night.

Trying to sound old

2010-07-08T20:28:00.003+08:00

Holidays are when you get to slow down your pace and think: about the way you are living now, the way that you WANT to live, the way you SHOULD live. About your life. Basically about everything because in my opinion life and whatever you do in life=everything.

Whenever I hear other people's interesting life stories, I get motivated, like: oh yeah I wanna get a life like that too. But soon after, I'm back to my own normal, abc123 life. Motivation never last long enough for me to go on and on. Hishh. I see people of my age moving on already to the next stage to fulfill whatever they want in life, and working on the way they want to live. Makes me feel like a dependent spoilt kid. >.<

I know I'm studying for what I'm gonna be in a few years' time (maybe a few decade's time)but I really don't know if I'm ready for this or not. Sometimes I wonder, wouldn't it be better if I've chosen some not-so-demanding course, live a lengang life but with enough time for me to explore, the world, the people around me, and to think. Time is so precious, you realise it's gone after you study, chitchat with friends or just after a movie. No more time for other seemingly insignificant things in life.

Blah.

I like medicine. It's cool, it's what I want to explore and it's what I want (maybe?) to do for the rest of my life. Oh well, maybe not the rest of my life. I need time for something else. As I move on, I realised I haven't been doing lots of stuff that I enjoy doing when I was much younger: things like reading books, as in real books made from papers, talking to my relatives, talking to random animals, swimming (haven't been to a swimming pool for yearssss), and many more. And I actually planned to do more in life when Enid Blyton and Rowling was a great influence on me. Of course, some unrealistic and some realistic dreams. Something like I wanna do/become blah blah blah when I'm older but I AM older now and I realised that things are different, some dreams never come true (unrealistic ones especially XD),goblins don't exist (I used to spell haemoGLOBINS as haemoGOBLINS=P), not all animals understand what I say except maybe my cats. Lol.

Nevertheless, I like the way I'm living now, even though I still think of some changes here and there at times. How I wish I can multitask (yes, I am a girl but I can't multitask,sad case) then maybe I can experience more in life?

I don't want to be Just a doctor. I wanna be both a doctor and something else. Haven't thought of what do be yet, but it gotta be something fun! =)

Don't get me wrong. Studying medicine is not a torture at all, in fact, it's fun! Especially in Monash. Sometimes lah. I'm just a greedy person who wants more from life.

Last week of June=)

2010-06-23T13:52:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow.
First and last paper.
25-29/06
Sitiawan+Pangkor+Penang+Kulim+other small towns
30/06
HOME!

Last lap and its all over=)

2010-05-18T15:12:00.002+08:00

有人以为钱能让你得到世上任何东西。

但这次，连那白花花的五百万都无法买下人们的心。

诗巫的大人们，我以你们为荣！

2010-05-15T15:59:00.002+08:00

The election in Sibu is making such a big fuss man...live shows on tv news every single day, talks by different parties, road blocks everywhere in the town, people flocking to the town, big politicians flooding around the town...come on, it's just a freaking toilet king position! Can you all please leave us alone???

Attitude

2010-03-26T19:34:00.002+08:00

Oh ya. When people did something really bad to you, you get beh-song and angry. After a few hours that particular person sms-ed you and said sorry. You, after seeing the message, decided that the person wasn't really THAT bad after all and he/she shall be forgiven. So you told the person that his/her apology is accepted.

But.

The next day, You walk pass that person. And being such a nice person, You who had forgiven that person said hello and waved to that person.

And guess what.

That person didn't even care to look at You. And walk straight pass next to you. As in NEXT, RIGHT BESIDE YOU. WTH right.

This is the attitude of some of my banana-ian coursemate. Seriously. They need some Chinese teachings.

p/s: I feel like I've used "that person" too much here=P Who cares.
p/s2: I didn't invite any monash-ians here, wheeeeee

2010-03-26T19:23:00.002+08:00

Yes ppl, I finally decided to make my blog private. Coz sometimes when I feel like writing stuffs, I have to think of the possibilities that some sensitive people might read and over-react. And that is so me-mafankan. So, here it is, for people I trust and people who don't mind me blabbering too much or blah-ing bad stuff about ppl (you don't mind don't you?=)) Sometimes things just don't go your way and you need to explode somewhere. Without anyone getting hurt. Too much precipitating stuff inside you is not good for your health. =)

Gloomy Sunday

2010-03-14T11:18:00.002+08:00

In the previous post, Benny asked, "what? not even a break on Sunday?"

Guess what, I'm stuck in the uni library on an early Sunday morning. Reading my head off for SPC (Student Project Cases). How great is that eh.

Isshh

2010-03-12T22:24:00.003+08:00

No more weekends since starting of the sem. =(

8am class EVERY SINGLE DAY. 8am-1pm NON STOP in the SAME Lecture Theatre on Mon. Lunch break, and the nightmare starts again from 2-6.30pm.

9 hours of blah blah.

Hello Mr. anonymous, where's 10am class you promised us last year???

What a life.

Twenteen =)

2010-02-11T01:09:00.003+08:00

Had a great birthday=) Felt like I've had a few days of birthday, muahahahaha (a greedy girl I am =X). Nope, i'm not gonna write anything about it. I don't think I have to coz I'll remember more stuffs if I don't jot anything. And I've said lotsa TQs=) Proud to say: I'm 20 and yeah I'm satisfied with everything I have now=)

Note to self: I'll reply fb messages as soon as I can, I don't wanna conclude everything by posting a big thank you on my wall--that is so 没诚意.

p/s: Benny if you see this, I want those pics plus 2008's gathering plus whatever gathering pics you've got with you asap to my email ( ah bek ming's tone: 不要敬酒不吃吃罚酒!) LOL, I don't wanna check my mail one day in Dec 2013 then only see those pics =P hahahaha, tq! Yi Lu suen feng k!=)

I is happy

2010-02-07T22:51:00.002+08:00

Had my best surprise ever. Thanks peeps=) Thanks a lot, although I know most of you won't be reading this. Words can't describe how surprised and happy I was (now still). Thank you people=)

Confession of the Greatest Procrastinator of All Times

2010-02-01T18:21:00.007+08:00

When I first came back here in Nov, I told myself to enjoy ma holidays for 2 weeks first then only start studying since I have omgsh 3 juicy months of holidays, how nice is that eh?

But I was sick 1 week after my holidays started. For one FULL week isshhh. Groan. Okay, start studying in Dec lah.

Then came my Christmas mood. Everyone's busy with church's stuffs, the annual procession, Christmas celebrations, gatherings and stuff. Owh, how can anyone study during such blessed time? Okay, since Dec is the last month of the year, start studying next year la woolala since I've got sooooo much time before March.

Jan. 1st Jan, public holiday ma, why study?

After 1st Jan, school starts on the 4th and time passes oh-so-fast I haven't started doing what I'm supposed to do since last year and omgsh it's Feb now. How how how. Pu muo sang muo seh lou, jie no lo. (foochow: How lo, growing more and more mushrooms dy T.T)

Haaak. 1st of Feb, I must study tonight!! After my yamcha session with Grace that's it, hahaha. No more procrastinating!! (that's what most procrastinators remind themselves most of the time, can't help, 职业病 T.T)

水果冰 in Muhibah tonight, muahahaha, hope it doesn't rain, please please please, Grace's been waiting for水果冰 for months. =P

2010-01-31T18:06:00.002+08:00

I have a feeling that this is gonna be a hard year for me.

BAH.

Boo you sunway. Let me be a jakun in Sibu my whole life.

2009--A Terrific Year

2009-12-31T12:09:00.022+08:00

It’s the last day of the year when people start thinking about new year resolutions and things they’ve done throughout the year, blah blah. This was indeed a different yet fantastic year for me. I got into a different environment, with no friends to start with. But this is (going to be was) one of the best years I’ve had in life. To cut things short:

I went into uni and started with no one, but ended my first week with this:

My first sem PCL group mates. We were all super quiet on the first day of the transition camp, and people thought I was some zhen gin guai lui back then.

But as we go on…

Our first asepsis tutorial

Our visit to Tanglin polyclinic, where we had to grab random patients and get as much info as we could from them and follow them like flies from registration and send them off after they left the pharmacy. But it was super fun!

We had birthdays and teachers’ day celebrations.

The highlight of the semester: Shave me Save me campaign!!

After sevreral sleepless nights before EOS exam, here we come, Sem 2!

Martial arts!! My selective group ( sth like co-curriculum where every one needs to take up something related or not related to our curriculum) =)

Theme day! Group G's theme was Red, but someone wore blue because he thought that was the closest colour to red =.=

Sem 1 Group A mates during Theme day.

Post exam Malacca trip!! Group pic with NaiNai's birds and bees =X

It was a trip where we finally got to do all sorts of things together after tonnes of stress and suffering from pre-exam anxiety.

NaiNai and FongFong, 2 of my good friends that really helped and went through all the ups and downs with me. Thanks NehNeh and BopBop! * faster ketuk ketampi 100 times* =P

I could go on and on and write about more stuffs that I've experienced in Monash but I feel like sleeping now. -.-

I’m satisfied with what I've done and gone through this year. I’ve got deeper insight about medicine, and now I know I live and study for something I like and want to do in the future.

I used to study just because I wanna get good results, and satisfy my own ego. I wanted to study medicine because that’s the only I can do other than veterinary science and accounts.

But after this year, I know that medicine is not just a course. It’s not about the kiasu concept of “get a good course, earn good money and have a good life”. It is an experience that I would enjoy throughout my life. Before I actually study medicine, a lot of people told me that this is not a fruitful course since you do more than what you get. Even doctors themselves advised me not to do medicine. But now, I know I would never regret. There are too many things for me to treasure, especially the values that I learnt and the friends & senseis that share the same passion. =)

Owh, started this post in 2009 and finished it in 2010. How long is that. 囧 Took a break in between to watch Taipei's countdown. Lee Hom was super geng lor, sang for almost an hour non-stop, jumping around with his who-knows-how-many-Ks instrument. It was more like his concert after the fireworks rather than new year's celebration.

Ugh, gonna sleep now. The longest post I've ever done. Good night.

Whee~

2009-12-18T23:43:00.003+08:00

I did it!

After all the hardwork, stress and fear of failing, Anatomy mama's patience (with her dark aura) and Pharmaco papa's marathon session and all-squeezed-up mind maps, NaiNai's physio+vege forcing session, Hamstah's endless "I'll KILL you if you don't know!!!", dua puluh satu pistol (21 guns) nightmares---We all did it! *I'm a keh-leh-feh in our study group, people are sooooooooooooooooo smart that I don't think I qualify to contribute*

Anyway. Bye Bye year 1. Year 2 here I come! Thanks to everyone that went through all these with me!! And muahahahaha, thank God I saved money and time to do supps in Jan. Whee~~

Looking forward to seeing the actual transcript though. Hope I don't do too bad. =) Have to seriously work super hard next year. Year 2's the real medicine. Whoopdeedoo.

Christmas procession's tomorrow!! Can't wait.=) Merry Christmas people!

幸福-ing

2009-12-04T21:34:00.003+08:00

经过一星期的生理及心理上的虐待，我终于病好了！*欢呼声*

UTI好了后，每次上厕所都感谢天父---原来正常=幸福！！=）

病一次竟能体会那么多=）难怪有人说过，要拿走我们take for granted的东西，才知道自己有多幸福！

2009年已经进入尾声了。

回顾过去，希望今年没白过=）

2009-12-01T21:48:00.005+08:00

病了～而且还是严重的UTI + 喉咙痛+好像measles 的东西= 起起伏伏的发高烧 =.=

被折腾一整个星期了，还在复原中。UTI 跟喉咙痛一起来是最恐怖的：因为喉咙痛，所以必须勤喝水；勤喝水的当儿便是勤排尿；勤尿尿嘛。。。就四个字：痛不欲生！跟这个比起来，发烧，头痛，跟本就小儿科而已！！今天吃了两颗augmentin才好了点，要不然我真的甘愿忍尿忍到爆也不上厕所。

不过我感恩。

因为我是考完试，该玩的也玩了，到家才病倒。

因为生病，让我关上电脑和手机好多天，过正常生活。

让我感觉到天父还与我同在。

让我发现，我还有很多事要做,要学。

让我知道，我还活着。

我感恩.

2009-10-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

我讨厌爱拍马屁+爱攀关系的人.

=.=!!!

2009-09-08T23:17:00.006+08:00

Was doing my EPI (Evaluating Popular Information, don't ask me, I don't really know what the heck is this). Chose the media report that seemed to be the most popular one and started vomitting words on microsoft words. Then, I came to the part where you need to evaluate the authority of the report. Since I don't wanna write " the author is a doctor/oncologist", I googled his name.

And guess what. This guy had his practicing license suspended for six months in 2007, after being found guilty of "abusing his professional privilege and skills by engaging in an emotional relationship with the wife of the complainant" during the period when this complainant's mother was under the doctor's care. =.=!!!

And his essay is one of the choices for this assignment??? (we have to discuss legal and ethical issues in this assignment......)

0-0

2009-08-23T01:46:00.001+08:00

Nerd mode on.

Concert from room

2009-08-16T21:15:00.003+08:00

Last night was MTV World Stage. Tonight's Eason Chan. MTV was super noisy for me since I don't listen to those bands' songs.

But Eason Chan's not bad=) Although I never listen to his songs. And I could see him on the screen from my room!!!

This is one thing about staying near Sunway Lagoon. You get free audio concert. My room is like 2football fields away from the stage? Lol. Eason's voice is great. Although I don't und cantonese. But when he was rehearsing earlier this afternoon, he was singing MJ's Heal the World, super nice okay! Plus it was his rehearsing session, so it was him minus the screams of his fans, even better!!

Now I kinda like this place. When is Jay Chou or Lee Hom gonna come?

12th August

2009-08-13T00:23:00.000+08:00

So. H1N1 landed in Monash. A year 2 girl was admitted last week. So, the year 2s get a week of holiday but not us, since we were in Segamat when the almighty H1N1 landed, so no contact with the bug=no risk=no break. But since monday, all living beings stepping into the campus have to get a shot on the head ( as Mr Jambu said).

Disappointed--No holidays.

Glad--No holidays=No saturday additional classes.

Sue Wen's post mentioned that Someone actually thinks that H1N1=HiNi. hini. How cute.

Off to bed. Having the post-martial-arts-class syndrome again. =(

Kickboxing!!

2009-07-30T23:45:00.000+08:00

Had my first martial arts lesson yesterday. To be exact, we did kickboxing. The one where you need to wear the bulky gloves, and you have to ask your partner (who holds the shin guard for you) to adjust your bra strap for you during practice when it is halfway dropping. =.=

We started off by doing warming ups. It was oh-so-easy at first, you know, the kind of PE moves that we used to do last time in primary school. Then came stretching. And it almost killed me. I think I was the least flexible person in the whole class, since sports/exercise are not my things. Remember the one that u have to touch the ground or at least your biggest toe with both your lower limbs 90 degrees straight? That was considered the easiest stretch, and I could only reach like 5cm below my knee while most people could reach their toes or at least 3cm above their toes. Ishh. And I think I didn’t move my body at all while doing other types of stretches. I stretched to my max okay, but it looked like I wasn’t stretching. =.=

Other than stretching, it was fun to learn other new stuffs. You punch and kick as hard as you like. I got worn out after a while and started punching the shin guard without any strength like brushing it. One of our friends kicked like he’s gonna kill his partner anytime and you could hear swift “ PAKK!! PAKKKK!!!” as he kicked. As for mine, all I could produce was “Puf…. *silent*(because I couldn’t reach the thing; don’t laugh) Puf….” Sad case. But still, I ended up having the most muscle pain today…T.T

Moral of the day: Don’t underestimate martial arts especially if you are over 18 and unstretchable.

I feel so old….but this is a good chance for me to learn something that I’ve been longing to learn since I was in primary school but couldn’t since my dad thinks that martial arts are boys’ stuff. People, pray that I’ll pass this test okay, or else I’ll have to stay in year 1 again next year no matter how hard I try to digest my books and notes.

Pinky and the Brain

2009-07-22T05:03:00.005+08:00

Watch this. Super cute.=)

To the Brijawathailay

2009-07-11T11:54:00.005+08:00

We were talking about the interview session held by our uni for the new incoming students when Farhana told me this. She was helping out during the 3-day session where she gets to see all different kinds of people coming for their interview to get into our course next year.

Farhana: Eh tin yee..got like three ppl from Sibu..hehe...but they dont know u..ur not famous there.. :)

tinyee: excuse me lah, sibu is not like what, kampung??? its a town okay...with 200000++++ human staying here so how are they supposed to know me if they are not frm my school???
lol, btw, what's their name??=)

Farhana: Ya, i realised that its a quite big town after that..hehe..but u want to know their names!hehe..gatal ah u!hehe..i think all guys, i dont remember their names lah...but there was one girl frm ur college..

LOL, now only she knows that the place where I'm from is not as small as she thinks. We call her a brijawathailay since she has ancestors from the uk, jawa, thailand and malaya. There's more actually but these are the four distinct ones=) Funny brijawathailay.

And she stalks people. muahahahahaha.

2009-07-08T23:01:00.004+08:00

So. After having Science and Mathematics taught in English for 7 years, they decided to revert the medium back to BM. Just because some minorities want these two subjects to be taught in BM. Wonder what's wrong with them. When someone publishes a new medical or scientific journal, he writes it in english, and it takes 2 to 3 or maybe more years to have it translated into BM. This explains why other asian countries such as Singapore and Hong Kong are way ahead of us. How are we gonna compete with the others when they learn new things ahead of us? And, please la, accept the fact that whatever language you use to teach those two subjects during their primary and secondary school years, students still need to adapt to an english teaching environment when they get into pre u or universities, be it local or overseas. Increasing English classes by 90 minutes per week is useless since scientific terms are NOT taught in English classes. I was educated in BM for both subjects until form 5, and I know the trouble of having to set your mind which has been spelling photosynthesis as fotosintesis for YEARS to the actual correct one. And now, I have almost zero BM terms in my dictionary. So, what's the use of forcing students to study these important subjects in the national language, when they need to go through all the trouble to get used to new terms as they step into pre-u, and forget every single terms in the national language as they grow? It's not like we are going to teach and write cell as sel or reproduction as reproduksi(???) in the future.

I seriously hope that the ministry of education would change its mind. Please. You have been changing policies, treating us the students as your guinea pigs. Set your minds and go with a good education system. I don't mind if you end up using other people's education system, but please don't change it as you wish and as you like every few years like flipping coin. Just like PTS which was conducted by you and was deemed useless by you yourself again after 5 years. And now this. Why is it that only the cabinet gets to decide on everything but not the people of Malaysia.=.=

Yay

2009-06-24T22:03:00.003+08:00

Hey people!! It's post-exam time and I'm still alive!!

Regarding the last post, a number of friends left comments and asked me to take care and so on. Well, people, I'm fine and still the old tin yee=) I had my good and bad (maybe worst) time this sem. Thanks to God's guidance, or else I wouldn't have lived through the harsh times. And Xin Wei who gave me lots and lots of wise (and old, LOL) advice, and reminding me to do the right thing. (yean, I have another xinxin here!!!) And lots and lots of superb friends who went through the tough time together. Thanks peeps=)

Anyway. I'm going back tomorrow morning! I shall update again when I go home. =) I miss Alpha soooooo much!

Clear

2009-06-16T22:21:00.004+08:00

I tried.

I prayed, and I forgived, by God's strength and help.

But this second blow

Is like crashing all what I've tried to do so hard. Forgiving is not easy, okay?

I want to forgive again, but I feel so drained out after I forgive and you did it again.

With a much bigger blow.

But nevermind. I'm forgiving again, but please, give a halt to what you are doing now and what you might plan to do. Think before you do anything. God knows everything. And everyone.

己所不欲，勿施于人。也许是因为你不懂华语，所以不认识孔子老师及他的教誨。=）

“他对我说：‘我的恩典够你用的。因为我的能力，是在人的软弱上显得完全。’ 所以我更喜欢夸自己的软弱，好叫基督的能力覆庇我。我为基督的缘故，就以软弱，凌辱，急难，逼迫，困苦，为可喜乐的。因我什么时候软弱，什么时候就刚强了。”

哥林多后书 12:9-10

(2 Corinthians 12:9-10)

Lazing

2009-06-14T00:23:00.002+08:00

Missing the good old GB days. Where a bunch of girls share their victories, ups and downs together. Was viewing the pictures of the uniform camp this year, and spotted the picture of the BB commander receiving his prize. I straight away went 'omgsh, Jed was much much more cooler than him!!', because he used to be more yeng and cool than the young new commander in BB uniform!! And he was the best commander okay!! don't play play with him or he shall take disciplinary action!

Then out of some randomness, I sent him an offline message and told him that I suddenly realise that he rocks!!

About 5 minutes later, he came online and asked if it was really me because he thought MSN sent him virus-___-!!! LOL, Jed, be more confident la okay. Virus don't tell people they rock. It was either I had too much anatomy or the new boy is not yeng at all.=P

When he asked me to update my blog, I told him that I'm gonna write about this incident, and he went NO NO NO, but ta-dah, I've got the urge to write it now so---DON'T KILL ME JED!!

Gonna turn back to nerd mode now. =( I can't wait to see you all, people!! Yean, don't forget about THE TRIP!!!

To Al: It's been 3 years!!! omgsh omgsh I seriously cannot believe that it's been sooooooo long. =)

Gah

2009-06-02T22:53:00.005+08:00

Stuck with my PCL research=(
The grouping list for next sem PCL groups is coming out tomorrow!! *gasp*

I can't wait to go back home after the summative exam. Getting super homesick as time passes. I want the place where there's Gawai holidays, kite flying and other-than-medan's food! Craving for dian mian ngu and kompiang-gek-nv now=(

(MC gang: dian mian ngu-the soup thingy we had for breakfast before leaving for kuc last time, kompiang-gek-nv is the bagel like thing we all had for breakfast at my house almost everyday throughout the week=) oh gosh, now im missing the trip and you guys=( )

"Lost and Found" Spree

2009-05-22T23:24:00.004+08:00

I've been really blur this week.
Last Tuesday, I lost my pendrive.
Then Farhana found it in the Lecture Hall this Tuesday.
Misplaced my locker key this Tuesday. The day I found my pendrive. I had lab that day and my lab coat was in my locker-__-
Found it on the night itself in my other bag.
Then, I couldn't find my house key on Wednesday morning. Panicked like never before.
Troubled me for the whole day but I found it in less that 20secs when I reached home in the evening that day.
Then I left my water tumbler in the food court today without realising it myself.
It was almost half an hour later when I realised I've lost it. Panicked. Went checking at several places before Jeng Hwan actually spotted it at the food court near the container where they keep all the dirty dishes-__-'''

Maybe I should be grateful and thank God that all these important stuff did come back to me after all.=)

无心

2009-05-15T22:28:00.002+08:00

虽然死后进不了天堂是最可悲的事

但

发生在世界上最恐怖的事情

不是遇到妖魔鬼怪

也不是预备期考

更不是离乡背井

而是

你不小心

遇到

并认识了

占有欲超强的人

*火母很着 *

迷茫

2009-05-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

最近，总是对身边发生的事情感到疑惑。总是在问自己“为什么”。

还有

我知道自己的发音不准，华语是，英语也一样。

但是

为什么之前认识的朋友都听得懂我在说什么？（至少他们不会回答得文不对题）

×迷茫×

I must learn how to say NO

2009-05-10T22:10:00.002+08:00

and say it properly.

I need strength from God.

=.=

2009-04-17T11:11:00.006+08:00

1.Mid sem break is coming to an end.

2.I'm happy that I get more than enough sleep throughout the week. Coz I have to switch to my owl mode starting next week.=(

3.Checked my monash mail and realised that I'm indeed the slackiest student at least in my group. Dr Amudha's mail frightened me off when she mentioned that she trusts us to use the one week break wisely. o.O I hope getting enough sleep is wise eh?

4. We are having our mid sem exam next friday!! So sleep through the break isn't really a wise thing to do after all...

5.Next week's gonna be hectic like hell, as my friend said, the dark side of the course is revealing...

6.Am looking forward to the Malacca trip after the mid sem exam. Food!!

Till then, whoooot!

I love home

2009-04-13T23:15:00.009+08:00

It took me 8 hours plus to reach home man. Took a taxi, some stupid komuter tanah melayu, bus and finally plane to reach Sibu. Gonna describe my disastrous journey.

Since I had to get to KL Central to catch my bus to LCCT, I've been thinking about the best and easiest way to get there, whether by bus or ktm. And, since you don't need to climb any steps to get to a ktm, I opted for it. Took a cab there.

While in the cab,
Driver: Lu dari mana?
Me : ...Sarawak..
Driver: Oh, dari kampung yang mana di Sarawak?
Me : *wth* Sibu...
Driver: Oh, itu bandar kan.
Me : Ya..-__-!!!

Anyway, the trip from Sunway college to Subang KTM station was a pleasant one. Bought ticket at the station and found out that I have to cross an overhead bridge to get to the platform I'm supposed to go to. Fine, no choice right, since I was there already, but the worst part was I only found out that there's a lift to bring you up after I carried my 16kg luggage all the way up to the bridge!!! Cursed the station like hell while I was in the lift going down to my platform. Guys, this is still not the worst part man.

I got into the KTM that was supposed to transport poor people like me to KL Central. As usual, slow and shaky, the fully packed train moved on smoothly until it reached somewhere in Bangsar. It stopped. Lights and air-cons went off. Well, at first, I thought it's normal since I've encounter this type of situation countless of times. Things always come back and the train will move on after 10 minutes of the sudden rest.

20minutes later
Babies and toddlers started crying and screaming for air. People started gasping for air. Some secondary school kids started to get restless. Train still dead.

30minutes later
The restless School kids went and tried to open the ktm door or whatever they call it to get some air. And they succeeded!! I was as happy as any other passengers in the train coz most of us were almost out of breath. While enjoying the cool breeze coming in from the little door, someone suggested that we should get out of the ktm since the door is opened.

40minutes later
More than half of the passengers managed to escape by helping each other. It was awesome to see one whole troupe of people walking on the track to get to KL Central. I didn't want to take the risk of getting hit by some **** ktm, nor do I want to carry my 16kg trolley bag and walk all the way on the rocky track. So, I stayed. With some say like 20 other pssengers?

45minutes later

The driver was nowhere to be seen!!! Some girls started posing on this supposed-to-be driver's seat, taking pictures and camwhoring-___-. Where's the bloody irresponsible driver??? He should have at least inform the passengers before he went off just like that!!!

Ages later....

Some other ktm came to the rescue. And we could see these people lepaking around doing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. About 8-10 of them.

Mind you, they were not even police, they were the police bantuan from KTM. Hey excuse me, we were like 5minutes away from KL Central, and you took such a long time to come???When you ask them when is this thing gonna be over and how is the ktm gonna compensate us, all they said was tak tau. Not even a word of apology or whatsoever.

Took this pic from the little door near the driver seat. There were hundreds of people walking on this track earlier on.

So, after more than an hour from the first time the whole thing went off, finally, FINALLY MAN, the whole ktm is pulled or I dunno how they got this whole big useless kenderaan to the Central station. There's no apology, no explanation of what had actually happened, needless to say compensation.

This is the best system we can get huh. Even my dog responds to things faster than they did.

It's a blessed day

2009-04-03T23:53:00.007+08:00

Formative's next Tuesday!!!! *Gasp*

But
I went for movie and arcade with Irene after class today. I miss those games man!! Played till our hands went numb. I now suck in street fighters=(. Watched Confession of a Shopaholic. It's a great and funny movie AND it's not too girlish for guys to watch also, so give it a try!

And
We met two other coursemates in the arcade too!! So we weren't the only ones who went de-stress in the arcade. And they were watching a different movie after gaming also. It sort of made me feel better for not studying for the formative today.

I'm gonna post up stuff that we did in the last two weeks and also this week when I'm back in Sibu. In all, Med is fun although it CAN BE stressful at times. Till then, see ya!!

Winky=)

2009-03-14T22:59:00.005+08:00

Week 2 passed in a wink. Overall, it's fine and we gained a lot this week. Work loads starts to pile up, but nevermind, we are one step closer to becoming a doctor! =) But I just wish I had more time.
Anyway, our group and group B are having our first medical site visit next week! yay! =)

Kiasu+kiasi?

2009-03-10T23:17:00.005+08:00

This is the second week of class and I'm struggling like hell already(okay, maybe not that cham la). I seriously don't know what I should do to prepare for all the lectures and tutorials. Everyone seems so busy and so informative. They just fit in the university so well like they've been there for dunno how many years already.

I've been busy the whole night, but when I finally stop and think back about what I've done, it's like I did NOTHING!! I finished my syndicate and PCL work, but I felt like I did nothing. I'm super unproductive. I read but I don't feel i've read anything. Sigh. Something wrong with me or am I getting the kiasu+kiasi syndrom?

I need them seriously=(

2009-03-08T01:12:00.011+08:00

Life without cats is like hell. I can't find a single cat or dog here in Sunway. Ishh.
At least I used to see cats almost everyday in MC. And there were 2 dogs with bushy tails loitering around near our college. Plus we used to have Aerosol together with Keh Wei they all last time in Scott.

This is Aerosol. We found him meowing near our condo one rainy night. So, after some discussions with the guys, they decided to keep him first since we had hamster at our place already. He was such a dear to us. Until that Mr. M sent him to some place in Serdang like SPCA without our consent. Hope someone really nice adopted him already.

I miss them more than anything else right now....

They make me homesick=(
Luckily Mum managed to get those cheap tickets for me to go back in April. I know I can't wait until June.

Of Monash and friends and me

2009-03-05T21:08:00.004+08:00

1. It's almost the end of the first week of my class and everything went fine.
2. We only have a 2-hour PCL session tomorrow! Yay!
3. But next week is gonna be really packed=(
4. You get to know new people and see new faces every day=)
5. The bookshop in Monash is called Emo book services, Lol.
6. I'm meeting some of my college mates this coming Sunday!=)Haven't seen them for like ages already. Jed and Kenneth, if u read this, don't be jealous ah.
7. Monday is a holiday!
8. I just found out I'm not alone here in the hostel. There are some 9 or 10 more coursemates staying here.
9. I think I know people in my uni from every state in this country except Melaka and Negeri Sembilan.
10. People start calling me Tinyeeee (pronounced as tiny-eeee)thanks to Mr.Tortoise. This kind of stuff spreads like wild fire.
11. Zeng is a smile saver to be. I want a cool name too.

2009-03-05T21:04:00.002+08:00

I can't believe I'm REALLY going back in april!!!!! Yay!!

Ooh-la-la

2009-02-28T18:25:00.004+08:00

I'm away from home AGAIN. Wonder when's the next time I get to go back again=((.

Anyway, Monash is really good. Well, I didn't expect it to be THAT good, but the library and the facilities are really cool and the lecturers are friendly. Maybe it's because I've never been to other unis before so that's why, but still, its good enough for me.And the best thing is, competition is not encouraged there!! =) That means I don't have to worry about getting the last position or something...but still have to work hard lar..

The orientation was great. But the study guide freaked me off. It's as thick as(or even thicker) than our form four and five pelangi chemistry book. And that's for ONE SEMESTER ONLY. Study guide only weh, imagine how much we are gonna study after this.

But still, the 3-day transition camp was great. The best camp ever. It made us (okay, maybe me) feel that med is fun and it's not that bad after all. Am not gonna talk about the camp, unless u want to read a super duper long post. Yean, you should have come la.

Nineteenth year on earth

2009-02-10T22:08:00.005+08:00

So, I'm officially 18+1 today. Getting older doesn't mean that I'm getting more mature. There are still lotsa stuff that I need to learn and venture. Last year of teenage you know!! Unless I wanna be twenteen next year.

I'm dedicating this post to all my friends who gave me sweet wishes be it on facebook, msn or through sms. I really appreciate them all and all these make this day a really great day for me. Seriously. And I get to spend a night in Manna cafe with my fellow ex-schoolmates. How kind of them. I thought I would feel bad for getting older but I don't actually. Was drowned by all the blessings and wishes.=)

A big Thank You to all of you!

Tag from Charis

2009-02-09T22:44:00.006+08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a note with 20 random things, shortcomings, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 20 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you choose them.

1. I'm half Henghua and half Foochow. If you dunno what Henghua is, google up and wikipedia can tell you.

2. I can speak Mandarin and Foochow. A little bit Hokkien. But NONE Henghua.

3. I love animals of all classes except amphibians and reptiles. Now, I'm happy that I'm not doing vet science.

4. Sadly, someone gave me a nickname years ago which is so yuckily to be the foochow name of some slimy amphibian. And that nick sticks with me since. =(((

5. I get headache from sleeping too much. I'm stating this because someone doesn't.

6. I forget everything when I get too excited.

7. I wanted to study veterinary science since 4years ago, but I end up getting myself into some troublesome+stressy medical school.

8. I snore when I'm really exhausted.

9. I have a cat named Alpha and if I get another new cat, I shall name it Omega. Not Beta, coz I don't want it to sound like some rulers.

10. I wish I can bring Alpha with me to the sad sad place I'm gonna stay for the next 2 years.

11. I want to survive the next five years. Seriously.

12. I HATE injections. But I don't cry over it.

13. Just read the rules once again and it says I have to state my goal too. Goal huh? Once again, survive the next five years 1st before I talk sbout other goals lar...

14. This is my 1st tag and I'm doing this because it was Charis who tagged me.=)

15. I speak louzy English.

16. I must touch snow at least once in my life because I'm curious of what exactly they are. H2O should become HARD HARD ice when they get cold ma, unless got other substances in it that make it soft soft la.

17. I miss MCKL and Metho.

18. I always speak louder than I should without realising it. Wanna get rid of this stupid habit that was born with me, but failed. What to do lo.

19. I'm forced to leave here in 10 days time.

20. Lastly!! I'm a computer noob.

I tag...
1. Benny
2. Zeng
3. Yean
4. Wen
5. Min Hao
6. Kenneth
7. Ms Angeline
8. Lesley
9. Phebe
10. Anyone who comes across this lar. Dunwanna force tag also.

A gift from our beloved Sun

2009-02-08T00:31:00.005+08:00

It's raining almost everyday till it flooded everywhere but I get this.
The aftermath of staying under the sun without sunblock.

"What? Don't you know it's really important for us to apply sunblock before exposure to the murderous sunlight!!???"

Yeah, I know la. But I FORGOT.

Most of you know I tend to forget everything once I get too excited ma..
The whole thing looks so disgusting and ewww-wy, and the difference in colour tone is so obvious so I took a photo of it.=)

Like terkena some skin disease. Ewwwww. And itchy.

Ahh...more rantings

2009-02-05T01:52:00.010+08:00

Warning: Boring post ahead. You can ignore all the writings if you want but take a look at the ONLY picture la.

Ahem.

So, it's pouring like it has never rained for decades since like half an hour ago.

It's been weeks already. You plan to have a nice and warm outing in the morning, then water started pouring fifteen minutes later like the whole Rejang river has gone up the sky. Kill-joy.

You may ask those ahpek ahmus who has stayed in Sibu for countless of decades, if not close to a century. Over their years here, weather don't change like the mood of a girl having PMS, and serious floods only happened once in every dunno how many years, I forgot the figure already, but now, flood is happening every now and then.

Some say the flood was caused by deforestation indirectly. Rainwater washed all the soil into the river after they lose grip from trees. They were embedded deep within the river itself, causing it to become shallower than it used to be. So who is going to take all the blames? timber tycoons? town council?

This is from a local newspaper last week. The Hilux was parked legally at the side of Rejang river. And the ship or boat was, of course, in the river. As you can see, they were on the same level.

Finished ranting, and it's still pouring outside. Shall make good use of this supposed disaster. Great. Off to my cosy bed now. Listening to the shower outside makes me feel comfortable at night.

Flood in Sibu

2009-02-01T16:24:00.003+08:00

Aha, so it went into the newspapers in semenanjung as yean said. I thought the flood here is no big deal compared to the other accidents and cases happening in the country.Yeah, it's another flood during cny this year!

My housing area was flooded a bit since 2 days ago, but not my house lah. Got water on the streets only. The water went behind my gate once but it was nothing compared to the flood in other places. Remember the only McD in Sibu? That area, I heard the water level was around 3feet during the highest tide. Scary right? And for houses built on swampy land, water went into their houses already. But don't worry, things like these don't happen always if it is not raining in Kapit, you know, the place we said we could go by speedboat at the yellowish Rejang river last time. And, there is this "rescue team" that transports people to work and so on by boat. They charge RM2 per ride I heard. See, rescue people somemore want to charge one. But according some news, (I don't know whether it's true or not) Najib is gonna visit this place and give incentives to those whose house kena flooded.

By the way, Jln Au Yong is not flooded this time you know, since he is so much taller compared to the others. Lol. =P

Another blah

2009-02-01T00:10:00.003+08:00

12.10am, it's 1st feb!!

I can't believe I'm leaving this kampung in 18 days again=(
I was dying to start uni last year, but when the time comes, my phobia is back!
Having to learn new and harder stuff with my rusted brain, live with new people, study with new people, new environment. No friends to start with! At least Yiung Sing and Jed was with me last time when I started college in a totally new place last time. Like deers that got lost in the village. But the villagers in that village were friendly and kind enough to make us deers feel warm and safe. =)

And when I was there in the uni for my interview last time, all the students sounded and looked so banana-ish. No offence, but I've always felt a lil bit uneasy with bananas because it's really hard for me to express everything in english. My vocabulary bank only has a few dollars so I can't speak fluent english like how I do with chinese.

Let's put it this way. I'm just scared of going back there and study. I want to feel at home. I want my friends to start off uni with me. I'm scared of strangers. And new place.
Hope that I can get used to it quickly like how I did in MC.

Nights.

Worst cny in my 19 years of life

2009-01-30T06:09:00.006+08:00

I was pick-pocketed.
Money gone, touch n go gone, cards gone, license gone.
I know I was being careless but still...=(
And I got sunburned so badly that my arms are still burning red..I used to think that it's normal for our skin to get reddish under the sun, then it would turn dark later so I didn't care...why bother about getting dark when you can enjoy yourself to the fullest?
But I was wrong...So when your skin turns from chinese yellow to red indians' red, you are cooked and burned.
Great New Year huh?
I shall remember Sabah forever and ever.
Pleasant stuff shall be up in the next post.
I know it's a bit late, but still,

Happy Chinese New Year to all!
May all of you have a great year ahead!

Out of ultimate randomness

2009-01-20T15:09:00.004+08:00

Deleted my friendster account. Finally.
Doing this made me happy though. Wanted to do this sometime last year but I was worried that I might regret someday when I forget some friends' faces unintentionally. But then, it sent my patience to the peak when spams started coming out from nowhere. Unsightly posts under your friends' name are often found in the comments page and what's more, its the same video or picture all over friendster under different names. Stupid spammers. Spam cleverly if you want.

Dealt with hundreds of anchovies just now. They smell gross. Imagine having to remove their heads, plunge your fingers into the corpses and take out their inner organs or whatever they call the black thing. And if you press the organs accidentally, they give you some slimy yucky feel.
Eew. But it was fine after several tries. They are just fish anyway.

And. It doesn't matter whether the main character of a story is a famous person or not. It's the story that matters. It's the story that teaches. I wouldn't care who was the one who cut the cherry tree outside his house just to test his axe or he was just being naughty and admitted to his dad. It is the value of that incident or story that I care.

I know the paragraphs of this post don't fit each other. As the title, I am just bored.

Flash Flood

2009-01-11T19:20:00.003+08:00

It has been raining non-stop since last night. First, it was pouring cats and dogs, causing flash flood everywhere. And according to the chinese calender, this week is when the tide is supposed to be higher than usual. Most of the church members were absent this morning, due to the flood I think. Then the heavy rain turned into drizzle this morning. Even now it's still drizzling outside, like it never rained before. Within this week, most of the main cities and towns in this state became victims of this flash flood. But they are just peanuts compared to the flood in the Peninsula last time (I forgot exactly where it happened)

I like rainy days if they don't fall on picnic or outing days. Especially rainy nights, when my bed seems to be cosier than usual. And you get to listen to the great musical performed by the frogs and some other unknown creatures after that. And flood!! Since it doesn't happen everyday, it's fun when you don't suffer any loss. U get free stream, free place to catch fish. And they say we'll get a worse flood tomorrow. Pity those who are already having flood at their place now.

I hate earthworms but

2009-01-10T20:08:00.004+08:00

I am now as lost as an earthworm that crawls and eats its way out aimlessly in the soil, meeting nothing but more soil.
And might find myself dead as a bait in the stream anytime.

Last post of 2008

2008-12-31T23:08:00.006+08:00

Just came back from sokomo's birthday party.

It's less than an hour to 2009 now!

Am supposed to stay at sokomo's place for countdown, but I ended up onlining at home.

And Zeng just wished me happy new year!=)

And I can hear the noises of the fireworks right now from my house.

Sweet.

Blabbers

2008-12-29T00:10:00.004+08:00

Came back from a gathering organized by the blacks some 90 minutes ago. Then, off I went for the desktop after Grace left my place. While I was so happily reading DC, mum told me something scary and unbelievable.

Some 9-year-old kid in church had one of his brain nerves terputus when he was on his computer games. As in, 'tuck!' (or whatever sound u want it to be), then bye-bye nerve, when he was so hung on with his dearest games. So, off he went to the ward, and I dunno what happened next.

Hey, nerves leh. I never knew nerves are more fragile than strings. Maybe his nerves are too young to sustain such excitements. All dota freaks out there, do take care of your nerves while u can. Don't lose them to some fake game world. You're gonna regret.

I thought I would never say this, but I miss college. I miss my friends out there, all of them doing something they like now, I guess. I miss hanging out with them. And being at the same place together. I miss Scott Sentral, although I used to hate it so much that I told myself I would never visit that lousy place again. But yet, it might be a better and more luxurious place to stay compared to the place I'm gonna stay when uni starts. I have not been to the place I'm gonna stay for say like 4 months after I start my uni life, but Scott Sentral just sounds much more cosier than Sun-U sth sth, I dunno what the name is.

And now, at this very moment, I'm wondering if I've made a right choice. I lack almost all the good qualities a medical student should have, but yet I chose to push myself into it. Stupid huh? Keh Wei told me that med is tough, and that I should appreciate his advice. Yeah, I did, and am still. For him to consider something tough, it should be really really tough. Hope I can survive the next 5 years. In a place which is a totally stranger for me. Yeah. How I wish the uni's near my home. Or at least, somewhere near KL central. I don't mind it to be as small as MC.

I'm getting rustier and rustier nowadays. I've been reading DC all day long and have been telling myself that I have to finish it quickly since I might not be able to enjoy it like how I am now after classes start. All I have in mind is DC. Alibi, culprits, suspects etc etc are the only words in my mind now. Carbon and propene? They are long gone already. Classes are starting in 2months time, and yet I'm still so rusted. Sad case.

And what's worse. The gravitational pull on me by Earth has increased by 49.06N since June. Sadder case.

Bah

2008-12-28T00:39:00.008+08:00

Being a human is exhausting sometimes. I never realise that balance and symmetry are two different unrelated matters, until someone told me that human are created to be balanced and not symmetric, so its not abnormal that sometimes, the sizes of both our eyes maybe different or our ears are situated more than 180 degrees to each other. Maybe God thinks that you look better with your head tilted a lil bit to one side or having a longer right thumb than the left one. Well, maybe I just didn't really care about the difference between balance and symmetry. And much of other stuff and happenings around me. Gosh. I know this is not a big deal nor any great findings for me, but, it did remind me to be more observant of stuff happening around me and not to be some careless blur sotong. Dunno y sotongs are blur, I just remember Kenneth describing some blur person as 'blur sotong'.

Year 2008 is gonna be a past in no time. Am starting to experience and feel the preciousness of time. Really, although I've been told and taught numerous times that time is precious, I never gave a second thought of it and think about it properly. How stupid and ignorant was I. Teens' life is gonna slip away soon, and before you realise it, you are in your 30's already. There is no medicine to this disease called regret. The only thing that you can do after that is get on with your life, and live the rest of it to the fullest. Always get yourself reminded that you've been infected once, and you dun wanna get it again. That's all.

Feliz Navidad!

2008-12-25T21:13:00.011+08:00

The different Christmas trees in Town square:

Procession? Possession?

2008-12-20T21:26:00.002+08:00

Just came back from watching the procession. It's fantastic although it rained before the occassion, making the padang like some muddy puddle. And I've just realised that I typed the word procession as possession in the last post-_-. Procession possession procession. After leaving GB and not joining the thing for a few years, I become blur ady. Lol.

It's December!

2008-12-19T15:17:00.004+08:00

I am bored.
B-O-R-E-D.

But, to be positive:
This is what I should enjoy while I can.
To laze around.
Get fat.
Eat.

Life in Sibu when u are not studying or not under any stress, that's how it is.

Am looking forward to the Christmas possession tomorrow,
although the same group of people, the same pools and same bands are expected.
The same songs.
But I just love them! And church gatherings, worships...
The best gift God has given us.
It's in the air~

=) Thank You

2008-12-09T10:58:00.003+08:00

Just got a phone call from my agent. He said Monash has just accepted me!!!!

I didn't know how to react...I called my dad and told him..Then I screamed. I know I sound crazy, but this is how I react to unexpected stuff. After I cooled down, I prayed. Thank God for his blessings! This is his other Christmas present for me. It has been a year full of blessings for me..All the things that I thought would turn out bad turned out to be really good. In this case, I was told that with my results, it's hard for me to gain admission into the school. There used to be students who can't get the offer with their straight A's results. Then my ISAT results wasn't good either. All I could do after that was to do REALLY well in the interview. But I didn't speak properly during the interview. I thought I didn't pass that either. All I could do then was to pray hard. However, God is always there, showering me with his blessings. He is always there to guide us, step by step.

This is certainly one of the best days in my life! Next comes the money matter, but I am sure that God will still stand by me, as he always did. Blessed Christmas!

Announcement!

2008-12-08T08:37:00.004+08:00

*This announcement is meant for those,... who knew that it is meant for them. So if you have no idea of what I'm talking about, then it's not for you. LOL.

我有个建议，我们这个拜五傍晚可以去城市广场或古田公园之类的地方放风筝！过后还可以到附近喝茶。真么样？

请留多多的comment.

I copied this from Benny's blog. I don't care who you are or whether you understand or not, just come if you were from SMK Methodist, you know us and you are in Sibu now. Let's meet up! =)

Outings

2008-12-06T10:35:00.008+08:00

It has been a fun week for me, although it's also quite torturing waiting for the reply from monash. It's like when you are having Kinder Bueno's filling melting away in your mouth, your second bite will be a paracetamol-filled Kinder. Bitter-sweet. Ok, I'm talking rubbish. Move on to the main topic.

I had several outings this week. Short, but fun! First, it was the breakfast I mentioned in my last post with Deb, Lesley and Bok. Then, on thursday, I went Tanahmas Hotel and joined the class party cum christmas party of 5S2 Tung Hua 2008. I felt awkward at first to join a party with a bunch of peers as a teacher, but the awkwardness soon went out. We were laughing all the way till the end of party. Many of them were great sing K-ers, although some of them went out of key. They even sacrificed Gabriel to wear a Santa Clause costume and give away presents..he looked funny, but it was creative. However, I still prefer the interclass party I had with my schoolmates back in 2006. It was more relaxing =)

Friday. Bok's Birthday Gathering at Pizza Hut. I'm gonna make it brief by posting some pictures.

The happy birthday boy with his free gift from Pizza Hut.
Spot Mei Ing concentrating on her food. =p

Spot the white crumb on Benny's lips. =)
He was munching off happily. Li Yee was more cautious though.

A pure candid shot.
Derek was posing to Barbara's camera I think.

And last but not least...

The gayest-looking pair~

Aloha!

2008-12-01T23:50:00.003+08:00

After collecting cobwebs at home for ONE WHOLE WEEK, I finally get to go out tomorrow...gonna have breakfast with Deb, Lesley and SiBok at Aloha!! Wao, I think the last time I've been there was like dunno how many months ago...with Yiung Sing! Too bad many of our buddies have to sit for STPM..kesian leh..Good Luck to all of you!!

Went GB last Sat. Most of the officers were gone! Well, I would like to shout "Yahoo!!" but without them, GB is really...dunno what words should I put..in hot soup I should say? Although I dun really agree with what they always did last time, but, still, they were the best officers ever, except that they don't really listen to us..=( Taught year 2 girls cross-stitch. Cross stitch is not really my thing...but it felt good since I didn't have to do anything...just guide them through the whole thing and wolla, done! The only thing that I really hate is to undo the kinks and unruly knots.

Off to bed now. =) I wanna watch Twilight!

Some outdated stuff from some paper

2008-11-26T17:52:00.003+08:00

A car advert featuring Brad Pitt was banned in Malaysia because it was deemed “an insult to Asians”, according to reports in the country.
The government ordered the ads to be pulled because non-Asian faces would “plant a sense of inferiority among Asians,” said one deputy minister.
“Why must we use their faces in our advertisements? Aren’t our own people handsome enough?”
He added: “We cancelled the ads because they were considered an insult to Asians.”

This is from a local newspaper I saw when I was in KL. Some ang moh stars planting a sense of inferiority among Asians? or its just among some of the stupid Malaysians? This is just too ridiculous. Can't our ministers grow up from their childishness??

Stress-ness

2008-11-21T10:12:00.005+08:00

It's getting closer. And I'm getting more and more nervous...
Arghh...
Have been traveling a lot with stress this year

1st Jan
went back to KL, just to it for the exams, stress
was stuck there for the next half a year, enduring more stress

sometime in Aug
went Kuc for IELTS and KL for ISAT
double the stress

sometime last month
went Kuc for an interview
stress

And

tomorrow night
KL, interview, stress, once again

Imagine having to suffer the nervousness and stress and ginteo-ness for long hours when u are traveling....

After this, I'm gonna stay at home, for a real long time. This is the only stress-free place, after my SPM.

And looking at someone smile everyday.=)

Happy is the Word =)

2008-11-14T08:59:00.003+08:00

Lesley is back!! haha. So finally, we can go back to GB together! I'm so thrilled...CL is coming back also, and so is SoKoMo...Besides, Monash has finally offered me an interview! + I've got an offer from IMU.....It's really hard to describe how I feel now...and my parents are finally back from their vacation! So I can finally relax...Oh ya, AND the best thing is: The holidays are here!!! HAHA. NO more 5.30 am alarms!!

Ok, I'm a bit too happy now....always get high over small stuffs....Since 物极必反, I shall be careful not to get too high.....

=)

Cheers!!

2008-11-05T18:59:00.004+08:00

Hohoho. So Obama won. Great. Go away white men, let the blacks rule!!! Hopefully the black can restore the peacefulness of this world. Yay! As long as there's change, there's hope!

Students' Stuffs, again...

2008-11-04T22:15:00.005+08:00

MC friends...guess what.....

I accidentally advertised for MCKL today...until one of my students said:"This college sounds good and interesting!!" Then I was like "huh???"

Well, I did tell them that Taylor's is expensive...and all...
And that MC is a very tiny college where everyone knows each other...and the scholarship thingy...Then everyone got so excited, forgetting about SPM for say like 15minutes? yeah....

Maybe I should claim some advertising fees from MC if they really do study there next year. =)

I'm Aging....

2008-11-04T21:38:00.006+08:00

I've been in-charging of my parents' stuff since last week because they went traveling. So, I get to meet different types of people everyday.

A customer came in this afternoon and bought his stuff.
Before he went off, he asked: (the conversation was in Chinese)
You are....her(my mum) ...sister is it?

Me:
-_-!!! No

Customer 1:
Er....

Me:
Daughter.

Customer 1:
Oh......

(He didn't apologize.....!)

Second case today:

After I gave another customer's kid her stuff, she told her kid:
Say thank you to yiyi(auntie)!

Me, deep down in my heart:
*Go die la!!!!!

So saddening right...People acknowledging me as an auntie NOW.........NOW!!!!!!

Hey, I'm not even 20 YET.....Maybe the mother got pregnant at the age of 16, so anyone older than that is an auntie for her already.....

Or maybe, I'm aging....at a pace faster than it used to be. =(

凝思

2008-10-31T20:17:00.009+08:00

２００８年的十月将在几个小时后成过去。北半球的四季国将踏入一年中最后的季节─寒冷的冬天。是呀，冬天，寒冷，却是个充满着爱和分享的温馨时节。听起来好舒服哦。

　　生活在热带雨林之岛上的我，从没机会去体验冬天究竟是怎么样的。真的如电视上所播的那样，寒冷，却仍然充满着热情；还是加上人们的冷漠，使寒冷的天再加上一层冰呢？又或者那是个考验人们意志的时候？

　　九月，枫叶飘落的季节。在人生中看见散了一地的枫叶时，你看到的是接下来白茫茫冷酷的冰天雪地，还是寒天将带来的坚持与成长，又或是迎接舂天的跳板？

JC!

2008-10-23T20:53:00.007+08:00

I'm sooo hooked to Jay's songs now.
Not his new album, but his old songs.
Maybe I'm still not used to his Capricorn.

Once upon a time, there was a girl named Sing Ning. She loves Jay's songs. She then recommended his songs to her roommie, who used to hate his songs. This year, her roommie-once-upon-a-time falls in love with his songs. So, with her roomie listening to the same songs everyday, Sing Ning started screaming inside whenever she hears his songs. Lol.

Once upon a time, there was another girl by the name of Rachel. She was one of Sing Ning's roommies. She loves Lee Hom's songs. We all know that Jay+Lee Hom=Rivals. So.......use ur creativity to imagine what happened during the past few months.

But still, I like Jay's songs!! I don't like Jay himself (see, I don't put his pics here), but I just love his songs!! Especially songs like 青花瓷, 菊花台 which has very nice 中国风.....

I totally agree with what some people say : 方文山+周杰伦=perfect combination.

They might not be perfect, but still, they are good.=)

Tired

2008-10-21T18:06:00.007+08:00

I used to think that correcting papers is something fun to do.
Now, I don't think so.
Nearly slept when I was correcting my class' add maths paper just now.
And I slept on my students' papers last night.
I don't understand.
2nd best class. Those kids got at least 6A's last year.
The highest add maths paper 2 mark for the time being is 68/100.
The lowest one is 6/100.
About half (I think there would be more than half after I finish correcting all the papers)of the class failed. Failed, as in getting marks like 8/100, 18/100, 29/100...
Mind u, the passing mark is 40 ONLY.
What happen to the students nowadays?
Are they just stupid or lazy????
Went and asked their form teacher.
"They are like this one, very poor in add maths. The last teacher complained that they copied each other's answers last time. So this time, I've changed their seats so I think they will get much lousier results. They copied ***'s answer last time. The previous teacher told me that *** is very good in add maths. How much he got this time?"
Went and checked.
Ok, the so called 'very good' in add maths guy, he got 67/100.
Faint.
You may ask "Maybe the questions were hard?"
NO.
They were much easier than the ones we did last time. Really. They dunno how to do the penyempurnaan kuasa dua and draw the maximum graph. Only one student got almost all correct for this question. And, our teachers used to be more giam siak in giving marks.
Many questions were left empty, undone.
No wonder I get sleepy so easily.
Imagine all u have to do is to put a cross then a zero on papers. Or question marks.
Boring job huh?
Don't blame me.
Most of them scored high marks in index and solutions of triangles. I only taught them these two chapters. (woho, hidung tinggi...)
No la, these two chapters are the easiest ones in the form 4 syllabus.
Hope to see higher marks tomorrow.